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Anger by Amidalaloone Anger :iconamidalaloone:Amidalaloone 1 0
I am a cup that used to be filled with love, filled with hope. Filled with ease, filled with calm.
Most of the contact I've had over the years has been with serrated edges: objects too hard and sharp for my delicacy.
Consequently my once smooth edges have cracked - at the base, at the rim, inside and outside, making me brittle. All this hope and love and ease and calm slipped right through. It began gradually, but soon these elements gushed right through my fractures to find a new, less broken home.
I sat on my dish patiently. I stopped waiting for sweet contents to pour back into me because I accepted that sweetness deserved a safe and elegant chalice. I, however, was neither of these. Thus, I sought bitterness and acidity. These would settle for a dreadful thing like me.
Time passed and I became more worn down and anything and everything I once accommodated has depleted. Left empty and utterly irreparable, I once more sat alone.
Then came You: harboring no intentions of piecing me ba
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Once upon a time I was invincible.
Now, too vulnerable have I become.
I dread every ounce of consciousness.
It is when I dream --
that is when I feel safe and content.
I am dreaming, and I see a light.
Impulsively, I follow it.
I don't know where I'll be led, but I enjoy my moments away from darkness.
All I see is one shred of light -
I am flying through the air, yet, strangely,
I pass nothing.
My eyes are fixed straight ahead.
I fall.
A change in the air - and I drop to my feet.
Alas, I feel something on which to walk.
I continue to strive... to reach my intriguing glimmer.
Strangely, my lack of knowledge in where I'll end up
comforts me.
I feel my soul being led where it needs to be,
though perhaps my brain does not.
Anywhere other than where I was then
is where I wish to be now.
My yearning to fulfill my curiosity keeps me going,
As does my need for the joy I know I'll feel
once I am amongst this gleaming field.
I am pacing across the mystic bridge.
The bridge is a healing
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United States
In Regards to Myself

Current Residence: Washington, DC
Favourite genre of music: Metalcore
Favourite photographer: Henri Cartier Bresson
Favourite cartoon character: Kyle Broflovski!
Personal Quote: LOVE, DON'T JUDGE


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ranbassi Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
"9/11 Truth".. I wish I knew it.
Amidalaloone Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012
I'm with ya, buddy =/
Andy-Singh91 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2011  Student General Artist
hello..dear hi
Andy-Singh91 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2011  Student General Artist
aaron-tuell Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2011  Professional Photographer
thank you for the comment !
Amidalaloone Featured By Owner May 15, 2011
no worries ;)
Koori-Tora Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2010
Andy-Singh91 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2010  Student General Artist
ki haal aa USA waleo,,,,,,,,,
kristinaorjala Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2010
Thanks a lot for faving my James Dean!:blowkiss:
AdmiralX Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2010
You probably don't remember who I am. But regardless, I hope you've found genuine happiness in California (as I'm sure you have).
I guess it's the combination of senior year and my inevitable adolescent existential crisis causing all this nostalgia, but I was randomly thinking about you earlier today. I won't get all heavily emotional, but I just wanted to say hi and see how you were doing.
The world is a better and far more interesting place with dissenters like you.
Hope your dad's doing alright, too.

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